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Impression

To sum up the impressions of people towards me will always be: "cold", "timid", "quiet", "introvert" and every other term which possess similar meaning to those. For all the times I encountered such remarks being directed to me, all I could respond was with just a smile. I am smiling at the moment whilst writing this post. It's kind of hilarious. REALITY Some people said to me "you speak so soft" or "how do you even make presentation with this kind of voice?" or "you don't speak a lot"(at out very first meeting). If only they knew the truth - but they don't sadly. I have my own principle which we all know too well -  silence is golden . I've always been advised by my dad to not speak too much - not that it is all bad but it will brings more harms than good does. I hate to contemplate at the end of the day, regretting the things I had said throughout the day. I will feel bad. I will fill uneas...
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To whom should I depend on

I've been staring the screen for quite some time now. It's the first day of the week - Monday it is. I haven't felt the blues yet instead I am so eager to be at work today and patiently wait for any jobs which require my help. (To my seniors, kindly give this intern of yours some work please!) The first few days when my internship period started last four months, I was left in devastation. It was quite difficult to cope with something new, something I have to encounter for the first time in my life. My nature of working requires me to travel a lot - mostly around Kuala Lumpur area. It was scary and I was in fear to jalan everywhere all alone - without my parents, for the first time ever in my life. I fought back hard - I must overcome this fear of mine. I learnt the real deal of survival. At that point of time, I know the fact that I have no one here, I know nobody around and verily all I have is Allah. The One who guides me and protects from any harms a...
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